new album, titled "cardigan hate train," out february 17, 2023. lyrics below.
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"lovely, lovely"
featuring background vocals from luke tinsley
If boys will just be coys, then I will fight for poise
Draw me up to your window, darling
Slipstream starlings, don’t stop calling
We can do judo in the park after dark
And through and through, Pluto, you’re the one in my arms
Lovely, lovely, when push starts shoving
You can spit in my eye when I cut the funding
And cut it out, what you’re about
Is the path less traveled and it’s for a reason
It’s retiring early, it’s a glorious season
It’s a surly world, five easy pieces
So erase your past, it’s a scandalous mass
Indifference to the matter sodded over with grass
And indifference to me is what you’re toting around
You’re always floating around, so, darling, all I ask is
If girls will just be girls, why will I still unfurl?
I was inept when you crept to me
But I let you in and it’s plain to see that
When we’re together, you pass the time
I never thought that you’d take up quilting
I make my money off the one percent
You make your money from babysitting
And one percent’s the chance that you’re caring again
And sharing a friend is what I haven’t seen
It’s catastrophe and blasphemy and lots of adjectivity
And nouns and all the other things I wish were simply passing me
So shake your past, it’s a scandalous mass
Indifference to the matter sodded over with grass
And indifference to me is what you’re toting around
You’re always floating around, so, darling, all I ask is…
"if and when"
featuring background vocals from abby milatz, maggie o'brien, liam pyne, pat swanson, luke tinsley, and ethan tubbin
Goldaline, I hope we’ll see
The lacewings fly on silver green
I want you now, I want you then
But you would never hold my hand
I just want to know if and when
You are coming around again
Hold me close, watch me bend
I cannot fend for myself
Shalalalalalalalala
Lalalalalalalalalala
In the darkness of the movie theater
Nothing goes as planned
One man’s trash is another man’s treasure
I’m the trash you call your man
I’ll take the train down to see you (That’s a long ride!)
No one ever made me feel the way you do
And nobody could beat you (That’s nobody!)
Luke Tinsley is a hell of a man
I just want to know if and when
You are coming around again
Hold me close, watch me bend
I cannot fend for myself
Shalalalalalalalala
Lalalalalalalalalala
"ghawi"
Trying just to cover it up
Relying on the run of your cup
Spying from the walls, I see you crawl
Take me when you’re splitting the scene
Fail me when you’re quitting the screen
Raging when the callers see you fall
Over when you’re finer than most
Corner, where you see what you know
Show her that you’re changing for the best
Run through everything in your head
Shown to open up in your bed
Broke through in the day for what you said
"non-smoking"
featuring background vocals from maggie o'brien and luke tinsley
I, well, I can’t help but stall
You don’t seem to see at all
I’m into you more than you’d ever be to me
To pay a fee
For a one way ticket back to your hometown
In the smoking section, make your rounds
Well, I’m fed up, I give up
When I talk to you, I flub
I get all flustered, I mustered the courage for no result
I catapult
Myself into a place I took the blame
And everything just stayed the same
I, I’m waiting by your house
Your Dad is freaking out
Won’t let you leave and once he does, says “Home by 10”
I’m back at 9 PM
Don’t think I’m coming back again
Think we’d be better off as friends
I’d wait a few houses down
And I’d see you coming ‘round
I crumble down and fall and take all your beratements
I sit on the pavement
And wish that I had never made it through
And forced myself to approach you
I’ll take the pieces, tape them up, and glue them down
For you
"cardigan hate train"
featuring background vocals from ethan tubbin
Why is it every time that someone coughs I hear you?
To loosen up the fright, it’s a sawed-off shotgun night
And you’re spread around my room, in my head I can see you
The poems and prose you’d write to warm me up inside
(Boy, girl, boy…)
Slander my name, cardigan hate train
Filter your faults and keep moving along
I can’t complain, cardigan hate train
Skill your assaults and keep doing your wrong
Why is it every time that someone calls I fear you?
If I had the choice, I wouldn’t hear your voice
And you seem to think that everything you feel is so see-through
Jar’s got a heavy lid and an incoherent tint
(Boy, girl, boy…)
Slander my name, cardigan hate train
Filter your faults and keep moving along
I can’t complain, cardigan hate train
Skill your assaults and keep doing your wrong
I’ll never brave where the breakdowns lie
I’ll never step over old fault lines
And I could never see myself with your newborn
I didn’t like your names
I won’t like you in old age
(Boy, girl, boy…)
Slander my name, cardigan hate train (I, I don’t)
Filter your faults and keep moving along (I don’t want you anymore)
I can’t complain, cardigan hate train (I, I don’t)
Skill your assaults and keep doing your wrong (I don’t want you anymore)
"devil tricks"
I was your only
You know me
You told me
Cover me slowly
Hold me
Throw me
Devil tricks
Play them on me
Relevance
Break it on me
You kept it so brief
You know me
You told me
Don’t go out tonight
Don’t leave
Hold me
Devil tricks
Play them on me
Relevance
Break it on me
Devil tricks
Play them on me
"call your bluff"
Don’t act so violent
You wreck me everytime
And I’ve got bruises on my mind
I stay so silent
I can’t stand being yours
And I can’t put it into words
You’re taking the longest time
You shake me ‘til I don’t feel right
So I will call
Your bluff, your bluff
You think you’re righteous
You let everyone know
That you don’t like the status quo
I try to hide it
On the outside I am yours
But I can’t put this into words
So I will call
Your bluff, your bluff
You’re taking the longest time
You shake me ‘til I don’t feel right
I tell you I’ll wait outside
I’ll try to get you off my mind
"weirdo summer hug"
contains lyrics from "gravity rides everything" by modest mouse, penned by isaac brock
Wasted for newer faces
Speeding down the interstate is
Getting old and worth no time
If your place is the destination
Early, early in the morning
It pulls all on down my sore feet
I wanna go back to sleep
Weekends spent in a basement
And if I left, I could be stating
I don’t want you anymore
Disarranging our arrangement
Early, early in the morning
It pulls all on down my sore feet
I wanna go back to sleep
I wanna go back to sleep
"rid misanthropy"
featuring background vocals from maggie o'brien
I’m sick of snowy weather
I’m sick of not going outside
It’s just a footnote to the
Champagne Coast in paper cups in flights
I’m sick of Modest Mouse
Their music makes me miss my Dad
Catholic Financial Life
It seems I’m living in a fad
It’s bad, it’s bad, my life is just a fad
It’s bad, it’s bad, I’m living in a fad
It’s bad, it’s bad, my life is just a fad
It’s bad, it’s bad, I’m living and I’m
I’m sick of Wilco’s music
‘Cause it just makes me miss my Mom
The mystery of all the history
Behind me hits me wrong
I’m sick of dormitory life
These walls just cave in when I’m back
I’m feeling built to spill
It seems I’m living in a fad
It’s bad, it’s bad, my life is just a fad
It’s bad, it’s bad, I’m living in a fad
It’s bad, it’s bad, my life is just a fad
It’s bad, it’s bad, I’m living in a fad
This chorus sucks, my life is just a fad
Ignore the crux, I’m living in a fad
The gist of it, my life is just a fad
It’s ignorant, I’m living in fad (This is the outro)
"flashlight tag"
Run downstairs again
You’re gone, it’s done, I’m coming down the hall
Fun found fair instead
You’re gone, it’s done, I’m trying for it all
Tag me off ahead
You’re gone, it’s done, I’m waiting for your call
I’m up at night, I’m waiting for your call (Simple minded, simple minded)
I’m out of sight, I’m waiting for your call (Simple minded, simple minded)
I’m up at night until
Flashlights hit my back
You’re gone, it’s done, I’m waiting on you
I’m up at night, I’m waiting for your call (Simple minded, simple minded)
I’m out of sight, I’m waiting for your call (Simple minded, simple minded)
I’m up at night, I’m waiting for your call (Simple minded, simple minded)
I’m out of sight, I’m waiting for your call (Simple minded, simple minded)
"siano"
Don’t you know it’s no fun to live on your own?
You recollect on all that you’ve shown
You see just how little you’ve grown (So says I, so says I)
You can go (so says I) to the parlor doors and throw stones
(So says I) You can kill all your time at your home
(So says I) You don’t have to go out if you don’t want to
(So says I, so says I)
Don’t you know? (So says I)
It’s no fun to live on your own (So says I)
You recollect on all that you’ve shown (So says I)
You see just how little you’ve grown (So says I, so says I)
You can go (so says I) to the parlor doors and throw stones
(So says I) You can kill all your time at your home
(So says I) You don’t have to go out if you don’t want to
(So says I, so says I)
"dogwalker"
featuring background vocals from danica hansen, abby milatz, maggie o'brien, jace ocker, liam pyne, frank signorelli, pat swanson, luke tinsley, and ethan tubbin
contains lyrics from "closer to the speed of sound" by duster, penned by canaan amber and clay parton
contains a sample from "leaf house" by animal collective
You fall too hard with no trouble coming down
I’ll run around just for now (I’ll run around)
Long distance love, catch my breath when I feel done
Don’t talk enough, guess I’m just my father’s son
Don’t, don’t, don’t come over tonight
Don’t, don’t, don’t come over tonight
Just take your time, keep feedback when you feel fine
I clear the blear off from your eyes (Your bleary eyes)
Your halcyon frights coming up from high at night
Need time alone, keep my ties from out of sight
Don’t, don’t, don’t come over tonight
Don’t, don’t, don’t come over tonight
Visa, Visa, MasterCard, Discover
Capital One, MasterCard, Discover
Visa, Visa, MasterCard, Discover
American Express, MasterCard, Discover
"lefty"
Lefty, why won’t you stop me?
And take me into your arms?
And show me, hold me still?
It’s a cup in the morning, constantly yearning
For the public strain to end
Your words sending me to flashbulb memories
Climbing for yourself
So show me, hold me still
I’m taking the bitter pill
Lefty, why don’t you stop by?
I’ve got yours, you don’t seem to want mine
So show me, hold me still